Withdrawl... Serious withdrawl..., (Open)

[Silver Wolf19]

Anyone who'd known Alison Reese six months ago probably wouldn't recognize her now. Her skin was pale, sickly pale. She'd lost a good deal of weight, and was now unhealthily thin. But what had changed the most was her eyes. Her eyes were the only signs of life in her face. She hardly smiled anymore, and where she'd never been overly cheerful, she wasn't ever as lifeless as she was now.

Her eyes flicked about, looking, always looking as if she were waiting for someone to just step out of the shadows and pull her away.

And she was. Eddie... He said he would come. He said that he wouldn't leave her and that he just needed to take care of a few things.

But those few things had been taking him nearly six months now. And she'd been going down a long and steep drop. She was hardly eating, she wouldn't ever come out of her room. All summer she'd locked herself away, hardly saying a word to anyone.

At first he'd made little deliveries, little packets that would help her stay in her right mind. But there were other things she wanted that he couldn't just drop off for her. She needed him. But after only a month or two, he stopped dropping by. That had been the worst. Her parents had known what was going on and they'd checked her into the hospital.

Over the past four months she'd grown to hate them. Hate them even more than she had before. Even though they were coming to pick her up today, she'd made up her mind that she wasn't going back to them, she wasn't going to let them boss her around anymore. After all, they weren't really her parents. They couldn't tell her what to do.

"Get off of me!" She screamed at the nurse who was trying to take her outpatient measurements. "I don't need you poking and prodding me anymore! I'm getting the fuck out of here." The nurse frowned, clearly not thinking that it was a good thing that she was leaving. Everyone knew the girl was unstable, even after she'd fully detoxed, after she'd calmed down from nearly a manic-depressive state, she still wasn't right.

"Oh sweetie!" Came a croon that bade her scowl even more. "Oh how are you doing! I've missed you so much! Why didn't you let us see you! We only want to make sure you were doing okay darling."

"Shut up mother." She sneered the word. "You don't have to pretend to care anymore. I'm leaving."

"Alison, that's no way to behave. We brought you here to help you! You were doing drugs! You know what that can do to you!" Her father scolded.

"So what... Maybe I want to die." She glared. But of course she didn't want to die. She wanted to live forever. Eddie said he would turn her. She'd been his play thing, she'd done some of the nastier things he wanted. He owed her! He didn't have to deal with her afterwords if he didn't want to, she'd go off on her own.

The two adults exchanged a look behind the girls back as she stormed off. She wasn't right, she wasn't fine yet.

"We're trying to get her to take the medication, but we can't force it on her. She has to want to get better, and she just doesn't. We don't know what else to do. We want to keep her here longer, try to get her to work the issues out, but of course it's your decision..." The doctor had said. Knowing the Doctor was only trying to help they had decided to see her, but their most likely course of action would be to leave her here.

They started to leave and she followed, shuffling her feet. But she felt a hand grab her shoulder lightly. "Ally, you're staying here. Your parents think it's best to help you work on your issues here, away from everything else. " The nurse said.

Ally's eyes opened wide and then narrowed. "You can't keep me here! They're not my parents!" She snarled.

Not caring what happened to her she jerked away from the nurse, shoved through the door her parents were going through. It was too quick for almost everyone which was the only way see was able to escape. Five minutes later she was feeling a stitch in her side, not use to running anymore.

Luckily in the psych ward they could wear their own clothes. So she wouldn't stick out. But now they were looking for her... She would have to hide. But she really had nowhere. Eddie wasn't even at his old home it seemed. She'd gone there before but it looked as if no one had been there in a few months at least.

She'd figure something out..

[Aurore Miller]

Charlotte... His dearest Charlotte. His damnably stubborn and horrible Charlotte. She'd taken their adopted human son Michael and skipped out on him. Just woke one evening and it was as if all that remained of the two was their lingering scent. No note. She was blocking him mentally, and after a few months Benedict actually gave up on that approach altogether. It was as if his unlife had come to an end and all that remained was the beast inside that was gaining more and more control each night.

Standing in a doorway shadowed by the sideways light of a nearby streetlamp, Benedict smoked his cigarette and thought of his first few nights without her. He must have searched out and killed three humans that had similar features to his angel and then searched out many more men that looked like him than he could remember. Each and every time it was like killing either himself or her; and for a few minutes, as he bashed in their skulls or pulled out their entrails through a hole in their torsos... It made him feel better... Whole, again.

An accumulation of smoke exited his undead lungs and plumed out beyond the darkness of the doorway and into the light of the streetlamp. It was adjacent to an alleyway, his doorway, and upstairs was a dead woman who carried the same blonde hair and vibrant blue eyes of his Charlotte; but Benedicts bright green eyes were focused on the approaching sound of a human heart. The beating of it was erratic and unhealthy, like the human, who'd he figured out was a woman by her racing thoughts, had been sick for some time.

As she came into view, the human woman looked sickly and tired, like she'd been awake for many more hours than even an insomniac had to endure. Benedict pulled from his cigarette and watched as the human passed him, leaving the cover of darkness in the doorway only when she got close enough for him to step in front of her directly.

"Oi - ye fell alright there, lovely?" The vampire's eyes burned green as the beast inside told him to drop the cigarette and feed until the girl stopped moving and the death rattle took her; but he wanted to play with her first. From her fast and whirring thoughts, Ben could tell she was something of a character to behold. Perhaps it would be fun to suckle up to a human for a bit to fill some of the hole Charlotte left, only to possibly kill her later.

[Silver Wolf19]

No... It was more than a stitch... She was having trouble even breathing now. Her head was swimming and she couldn't quite focus on where she was walking.

So she almost tripped over the man who stepped out in front of her.

No... Not a man. A... A vampire! Her heart flitted in her chest. She knew that beauty, that killer in their eyes. He... He would protect her, for his own good of course, probably to take blood from, but... But she didn't care. She would be able to hide now, and she wouldn't have to go home, not yet.

"Well well... I knew I wasn't crazy." She chuckled, still trying to catch her breath, slow her heart. Reaching out to his cheek she touched his cool skin with a smile.

"Help me..." She said with a smile, moving closer. She knew that a vampire wouldn't be able to resist her blood. And she was sort of pretty, just sickly looking at the moment. "Help me and you can do what you like with me that doesn't kill me." She grinned. She didn't have her usual super glue on her, but she found out that most vampires could use their blood to heal her anyway. So she didn't need it.

"I've got a bit of a... Problem. They think I'm sick because I like sex, I like drugs... And they think I fall into the wrong crowds." She grinned, moving away. "But is that really so bad? I just like to have fun, I want to really live before I die." She looked up at him. "Is that really wrong? If you hide me for a while, I'll be more than happy to do just about anything you ask. Just make sure I don't bleed to death." She held up the hospital bracelet, 'hemophilia' typed out clearly on the wrist ornament.

[Aurore Miller]

The human's reaction was one the Benedict hadn't been expecting. She was cool, calm and totally in love with vampires as it seemed. He didn't pull away when she drew near and was almost tempted to bite and feed from her then and there, but didn't. The human was a willing vessel - it couldn't have been a better time for one either. Taking a drag from his cigarette, Benedict watched the human move away again and smirked devilishly.

"Drugs and rock and roll - sounds like a motto one your age shouldn't be burdened with, babe." But she was giving herself over to him so easily, after obviously running away from someone she wanted nothing to do with anymore. "I'll take care of ye, kid. But there is something..."

The vampire considered telling her that he was crazy. Broke out into violent episodes and would more than likely almost kill her every time that he fed from her. But that was a risk she was obvious willing to take or she wouldn't so willingly approach a vampire with such a deal to make. "Nevermind. Just keep in mind that I am what I am so there are dangers." Turning, the black haired vampire put out his hand that was void of a cigarette for her to take and started walking, signalling that she was to take it then or he would leave without her.

[Silver Wolf19]

"Something I aughta know?" She smirked, tugging on his arm to pull him back towards her slightly. "Like what? You're a big mean bad vampire?" She teased, grinning at him. "Well I'm tougher than I look. Besides... Worst comes to worst, you could just turn me. I wouldn't care, and sure as hell don't expect you to stick around if you do." Her grin fell then. "That's all you have to promise. If I'm about to die, if you can't save me, you have to turn me. I don't care what the fuck else you do to me."

She followed along with him then, the cool hands feeling nice on her hot skin. Maybe she was getting legitimately sick, cold, flu kinda thing. Maybe she was just over exerting herself.

"I'm Ally by the way." She added. "I've known about vampires for a while now. A... A year maybe? But I've been with a good number of them. I've been with the rough ones to. They tend to be more fun." And Eddie had been more fun. At least when he wasn't trying to throw her to other people in some package deal for his little business. That had almost killed her quite a few times. Eddie hadn't really come close. He knew her body well.

"Hey... You... You wouldn't have any sort of drugs would you?" She asked curiously. She knew they were expensive and if she was already giving him sex and blood for hiding her, she really didn't have much else to trade with. And well... She didn't physically need the drugs anymore, but she wanted them. Wanted how they made her feel, wanted how they made everything seem so much better.

[Aurore Miller]

Benedict was unaffected by her tugging and simply let her ramble, his mind dizzy with anticipation at finally having a blood pet. He'd never actually acquired one for the sack of not wanting to deal with having a jury-rigged 'family' with Charlotte and a willing suck bag on the side to create drama.

But now... He was free of his 'family', or so it seemed for the moment, and he was free to have whatever he pleased. The black haired crazy had already had raped and murdered many humans in retrobution for Charlotte's leaving; perhaps now he could start to enjoy his bachelor-hood.

"If I almost kill ye, I'll bring ye ta a hospital and let ye become their problem fer a bit. Ye can return ta me from that point once yer well." It was strange for him to talk to a human under the pretext that he wanted them around or that he would in some fashion show compassion for their condition or body in any way. But this human, Ally as he now knew her, was oh-so-very willing to become a blood pet and she had the means by which to really enjoy it and return the favor.

From what he'd heard of blood pets over the years; the relationship could either be strenuous or fantastically mind-blowing. Either way, Benedict was looking to make sure Ally knew all too well that he was not going to coddle her.

"Benedict. And lucky ye - I happen ta be just this side of criminally insane." The devilish grin on his face and the flashing of green in his eyes paid a small testament to that fact, but the girl would know eventually just how very insane this particular vampire was. Her question went ignored for a moment as he pondered how to answer, "No. I don't have any drugs on me - but I know people..." Ben smirked, "We can go see 'em now if ye want..."

[Silver Wolf19]

Ally balked, stopping slightly as he said he would take her to the hospital. ``What! No! You can`t!`` She nearly cried out, only just keeping herself together as she was pulled along by the vampire.

``Look! They are going to be looking for me! I just escaped from the hospital, the fucking psych ward! If you take me back, I won`t be able to get out again even though I`ll want to! I can`t go back there Ben, if I do They`ll send me some place that I`ll never get out of.`` But maybe, she thought bitterly, maybe she did belong there.

``Ben, I won`t hold you responsible. If you turn me I swear I won`t stick around unless you ask me to! I know what I`m getting myself into, and I want it. I`ve wanted to be a vampire ever since I found out you all were real. I have hemophilia! It`s a death sentence Ben, like I`m walking around with a gun to my head and I`ll never know when it`ll go off. Even if you do get me to a hospital, I`ll still probably die before they can save me.`` She tried to reason with him.

But she fell silent, knowing that it was hard to change a vampire`s mind. She bit her lip as he said he knew someone who could give her what she wanted. ``Not now unless you`re willing to pay. I don`t have any money at the moment.`` Besides, the sedatives she`d been given were wearing off, the run did something good for her body. She felt good enough for the moment. ``Being out of there`s just as good as just about anything I can find. And well? If you`re interested I could really use a romp. It`s been a while since I had  someone rock my socks off.`` She grinned.

But she still hadn`t forgotten what he`d said about the hospital. Hemophilia wasn`t common, especially in women. If he took her there, they would know who she was. She didn`t want to go back, she didn`t want to be stuck in there. She didn`t belong.

[Aurore Miller]

Benedict listened to the human go off about how she would found and locked away in some psych ward for the rest of forever. It was sad to think that humans could think they had the right to lock someone 'crazy' away and throw away the key if there were perceived as 'unhealthy' or 'unhelpable'. He felt something he hadn't in a while. It made the beast in him growl angrily, but the vamprie ignored it. It was sympathy. "Alright." It was a simple and straight forward but somewhat enigmatic answer, only because it said he wouldn't bring her there, but nothing of what he would do instead. Ally could ponder on that fate for a bit if she wished, but Ben was already moving on.

"Oh, I don't have ta pay, love." Ben said cockily, "They'll give it ta me." The words were darker than the others and in his mind he was giggling frantically about what he was going to do to get his new pet her fix. The comment about rockin' her socks off actually made the vampire laugh, genuinely. She was a pistol. For a moment he considered taking her into an alleyway and having his way against the wall until they both got off. If ye do, she'll probably pass out or somethin'. His thoughts reminded him, green eyes wandering over her frame momentarily until he came to the dicision anyway.

"Just a quicky." Benedict grabbed her around the waist and flitted forward until they came to another alleyway that had no lights in it. For the black haired vampire it was easy to see every detail of the alley but for the human it would be less so. Noting to himself that she was a hemopheliac, Benedict wasn't quite as rough as he usually was with his lovers, pushing her back against the wall with less force than normal. "No bitin', right?" He didn't want to carry her away from the alley and for the next five blocks until he came to the man with her goods.

Reaching down without a second thought, the vampire kissed the human heatedly and unbuttoned her jeans, his own 'emo' pants having a belt to undo he figured she could handle that.

[Silver Wolf19]

Her eyes lit up and she grinned with glee as he actually gave in! She hadn't been expecting it, but that was a great thing. Maybe he would be crazy enough to actually do it!

"Oh, really?" The news about the free drugs were even better. "That would be awesome. Eddie showed me how to fix my own doses, and well I don't go over that. I'm not as stupid as my parents think I am. I'm not really looking to die... I... I just want to live. To feel alive..." She mumbled, not really caring if he was listening.

But she looked back at him as he suggested a quickie and whisked her away to a dark ally. Her heart started pounding, partially in fear, partly in eagerness. Sex... Oh fuck yeah.

"Right." She whispered, a wild grin on her face, her eyes frantic with her eagerness. "Unless you want to carry me back to your place." She grinned. He pressed her hard against the wall, but even here, her light sweatshirt would protect her. She was glad she'd worn it. Even if he lost a bit of control she'd be just fine. Well, probably.

His hand near her center made her gasp. Six months... God, had it really been that long? Six months without a single fuck. Well maybe that was a good thing. She'd be nice and tight again, that much she knew. "It's been a while... Just promise when we get back to your place you'll fuck me till I pass out?" Her voice was panting, her body eager and frantic from the kiss.

Her hands were almost shaking as they went to his waist, undoing his belt and pushing them down. Sliding down the wall to one knee she took him eagerly in her mouth, just as she had with Edmund, the only real control that she'd ever have over a vampire. But that wasn't it. When she did a good job satisfying Eddie, he would make it even better for her. This relationship would probably be the same way, if she treated him good, he'd do the same. Her hands caressed his thighs as she continued to work him, wanting to drive him mad with lust.

[Aurore Miller]

He hadn't been expecting it, but he was having a great time. And it only got better when the girl slid down his body onto one knee and began to work his junk. Charlotte had never sucked him off because of some strange feminine inferiority complex or something like that. The sensation was something akin to violent euphoria.

Placing his palm on the brick wall behind Ally, Ben gripped his fingers into it and it gave way while she worked him. The vampire's heavy grunts could be heard echoing in the alleyway, the darkness hiding their 'sinful' interactions. Benedict laughed at his own thoughts... 'Sinful' interactions... Ally wouldn't know what hit her when it was his turn to fuck her brains out. "Ye'll pass out, alright." He growled, biting his lip as he approached a small climax.

After a few more seconds the black haired man couldn't take it any longer. It was like she was teasing him into doing his worst on her, and because she was a hemopheliac; he couldn't really destroy her as he'd once done to Charlotte. But he would definitely blow her mind.

Grabbing her shoulders forcefully, the vampire pressed her against the wall against and pushed down her pants after unzipping them, the tiny zipping sound loud in his ears with his lust. Forcing her harder against the wall, Benedict lifted her by a firm grip on her ass so her legs were wrapped around him and guided himself into her. The initial entry made Ben groan softly and hold it for a second, it had been a while for him as well.

Having raped hookers and strippers, who were all less than desirably loose, the new tightness of his bloodpet was amazing. Thrusting into her a few times, the green eyed vampire kissed her passionately and forced her harder and harder into the wall with enough force to make each push hit the spot but without hurting her fragile body.

[Silver Wolf19]

The look on her face was triumphant as she felt his eagerness for her, heard his groans and aches. Yes... Men were really that simple. And God did she love it.

He jerked her up hard, and she thought to remind him of her condition, but as he pushed her pants down and yanked them off, she didn't seem to give a damn. Her mind was pretty much in the same place his was. Sex, sex and more sex. Yeah.

A gasp and a moan of pleasure came from her as he pushed himself inside her. "Oh God... It's been too damn long..." She sighed, she nearly relaxed against him, reorienting herself to this feeling. But before she could he began to make it better, thrusting hard so that if it had been her bare skin against the wall, she would be bloody before too long. But that wasn't the case, so she had nothing to worry about.

No, nothing to worry about at all. Everything was fantastic.

Every thrust felt like flames. She remembered seeing a statue once. A woman and an angel. He was holding on to her robe in one hand, a spear that was red with flames on the other. The Ecstasy of Saint Theresa it was called. And she clearly remembered the look of the woman's face. Yeah, she knew that look. She knew what you had to be feeling to have that look.

And she longed that one day... One day she would be able to take everything that a vampire, or even a normal man could do to her without fearing something happening. Because there was always that gun to her head... Ready to go off at any time.

Her breath was coming in short, desperate pants. Little cries of pleasure were being torn from her throat again and again and she couldn't keep them back. Some might call her a blood whore. But.... But how could you be a whole if you just enjoyed the sex so much? Whores did it just for the money.

"God Ben..." She groaned. "I'm gonna be pissed when you stop... Just a heads up..." She muttered, kissing him hungrily, moving her lips to bite his ear at the last of her words.

[Aurore Miller]

Every cry, every escaping moan that clutched the human between Ben and the wall made him crazy. There was just something about hearing the effects one had on a woman when screwing them; it was like hearing an A+ appear on a report card while writing down an essay. That, and there was something about Ally that spoke to her intellect aside from the simple 'screw my brains out and I'll make it worth your while'.

As her mind filled with the image of a statue, an angle and a woman in robes, Benedict could see it as clearly as if he were standing before it, in his lust. It was a beautiful statue and his mind created true flames on the angel's spear in place of the artichect's attempt to simulate flame.

Benedict's mind wasn't used to such a beautiful thing just appearing into the thoughts of another let alone being sucked into his own mind by what he was. The beast inside reared angrily that it couldn't unleash a barrage of violence on the human, and the beautiful symbology of the statue only added to it's anger.

Ally's threats about being angry when they stopped, no pissed, were fantastic. It was like she was small, appeared to be ailed and yet she still had the balls enough to stand up and say such things like that. This woman was truly the kind of girl who would say exactly what was on her mind because she had a very low give-a-shit meter. "Good." Again Benedict retorted with a simple, one word answer, but in the end it served it purpose as he rocked his hips faster and faster against hers, their bodies thumping against the brick wall.

[Silver Wolf19]

It was starting to hurt, the almost vicious beating he was giving her body. But she didn't really give a damn. She need the pain, the pleasure that he was giving her. It was the only thing that mattered to her, living....

"Ben-" She gasped, her body arching into his. "Oh God Ben!" Bur those were the last discernable words that came from her. Cries of pleasure, almost pain, came again and again from her throat. Whimpers, gasps and sharp cries grew louder and louder, as if she were begging him for something.

She wanted him to bite her, to sink his fangs in deep, tear at her skin... She longed for the brutality that she knew seethed under his rather calm exterior. But everything was getting even more intense, more pleasurable ans painful. Her cries grew louder as he pounded away, near screams. Hopefully no one would be near by, otherwise who knew what they thought was going on.

As usual it seemed, her human body gave out before his. Her body spasmed and writhed around his and fell still for just a second. But after she leaned back, panting and gasping with every thrust. Maybe he was going to just fuck her senseless now? But then why didn't he just bite her? 

[Aurore Miller]

Ally cried his name, scream it even. It was encouraging to the vampire and he only pushed harder and harder until he was sure he would break her pelvic bone should he force himself intside her any further. One hand snaked down from the brick wall to grip her tightly on her backside and lower back to pull her into his thrusts, taking some of the wall's immovable force from Ally's back.

The climax that gripped the human made her tightness even more gripping and he was getting off just as she was coming down. Finger curled into her flesh strongly though he didn't break the skin, Ben's muscles all contracting at once as he shot off a useless wad inside her. In the black of his mind, the black haired vampire considerd it humorus that his projections would never be cause for a child's birth. Michael was the only child he had, and Charlotte and he basically stole the child.

Lips tremoring as Ben continued to thrust inside her tightness though it was just to keep her wound up for later, his lips from Ally's teasingly. Pulling out with a hungry groan, Benedict smiled and bit her lower lip in a rough kiss though he made sure not to break the skin. "This is the start o' somethin' beautiful, Ally." It wasn't a reference to a possible love or anything to that effect. It was going to be a good fuck and blood buddy kind of relationship; and he was sure the human wouldn't have it any other way.

Pulling up his pants while he stood before her, lips still brushing Ally's, he made her a promise before buckling his belt again. "Later I'm gunna bend ye over." Winking the vampire bent down to crouch before Ally and placed his hands on her hips, his green eyes meeting hers once more before he delved forward to lick her center, one hand wandering to find her pants.

[Silver Wolf19]

Ally couldn't help the whimpers, the treamors that her body couldn't contain, hoping he wouldn't think her weak. But If she wasn't weak yet she certianly would be after....

"From behind is fine... But unless you've gotten what I need, you're not touching my ass.." But her words where a whisper. "And you'll have to heal me... Otherwise There will be serious problems." She didn't like anal all that much, but If she had the drugs she would deal, and with his blood hshe would survive, 

"Ben... No..." She tried to whimper as he began to caress and lick between her legs, but she was too weak to do any other protests. She had to lean against the wall, panting with a nearly pained look. Did he like the way she tasted? Edmund didn't ever really do this for her. Only on rare occasions.

Her body was giving out, weakening to the point where she could stand. Sliding down the wall as she moaned, she gripped herself to him. "Ben... Enough aleady.." She pleaded. It was going to take a few minutes alredy for her to recover.