Ama and Ana, Fer Sev

[Silver Wolf19]

"But..." She sighed slightly. "I guess I'm just tired of hiding everything... Pretending it didn't happen and whatever." The shrug she gave was almost heard in her voice.

"And I don't want you to be upset, whether it's not at me or is at me... I don't want you thinking it's you or that I don't like you... Because that's not the case Ana." She murmured as the girl took her hands.

"Of course we're still friends. You haven't done anything at all to make me want anything less." She smiled, laying down next to her. "You don't mind.... That I lie here for a bit, do you?"

She didn't want to leave Ana's side. It was stupid, but it was the way things were. She didn't want to leave and that was that. She wasn't really tired of course. She hardly ever really slept, but laying here with Ana was a fine alternative.

[Sev]

Ana wasn't sure what to say, really. The way Ama said that made it sound like there was something important that she was hiding from her. And the Greek girl would admit, she was curious about what had happened to Ama that had caused her to have such problems...Then again, maybe it was best that she didn't know. She just...Well, she worried about her friend. This night was a strange one, but she really didn't like seeing Ama like she had been tonight...

But Ama just continued to state that nothing was her fault, that she didn't want her feeling upset over these matters. Nodding, she didn't smile until Ama said they were still friends. That was all Ana really cared about. As long as Ama still considered her a friend, she was fine with whatever happened this night.

Still, when her friend laid down beside her, and asked if she minded it, Ana blushed. This was weird, but...Smiling a bit, she nodded.

"I...I don't mind."

Laying down, she never considered the fact that she wasn't really feeling any heat like she should from being so close to another person. Ana was more focused on how fast her heart was beating, the strange feeling in her chest at having Ama so close to her, and in her own bed even! What...What were these feelings that had her so confused with Ama?

[Silver Wolf19]

As she drew in closer with a smile, almost a smirk, Ama could heart Ana's heart speed up. It was calling to her again, beckoning her to enjoy... To enjoy more than the blood though, to enjoy the scent and taste of her skin... The warmth of her body. And Ama did want this.

That was one thing that she wasn't confused about. Ama knew what she wanted, all she had to decide was if she would take it....

She didn't know what made her move closer. She didn't know what made her hand move to Ana's face caressing before it moved behind her head. Before she could stop herself, really before she knew what was going to happen, Ama's cool lips felt Ana's warm ones against them. Her arm was close, but not tight, if Ana wanted to pull away. 'But... But why would she?' Ama asked herself.

The kiss was something she really hadn't had in a long time. Something she hadn't felt since... Kieran maybe? But it wasn't like kissing a vampire. It wasn't as angry, as hungry or fierce. But this wasn't like kissing her human friends while feeding... Maybe because she wasn't kissing just to feed, but... But to really kiss.

[Sev]

Ana had laid down with her back to Ama, out of habit more than anything else, as she always slept on her side. Her smile was still light on her face, kind of enjoying the feeling of being this close to Ama, though once again her friend surprised her. Feeling the other girl's fingers on her face, she moved so she could look at Ama, thinking that the girl wanted something. And having noticed the cool touch of her friend's hand, she was about to offer her blanket to the girl, the thought coming to mind of...maybe...some cuddling under the covers?

Before she could say anything though, they were kissing, and Ana was frozen to her spot on the bed. Eyes wide all she could do was stare up in shock at her friend, her mind going completely blank. Ama was kissing her! But...So...Umm...What was she supposed to do now? This was in all honesty her first kiss, and she wasn't that experienced in how to do these things...

Her mother had kept her more sheltered than most mothered did to their children, wanting Ana to avoid a lifestyle like her own at any cost.

But not once did she try pulling away from Ama, and gradually, she relaxed, closing her eyes and kissing back. Her heart felt like it was going to beat its way out of her chest, and she was sure her face was crimson enough to be visible even with her skin tone...The only thought on her mind though was of Ama's soft, surprisingly cool, wonderful lips...

[Silver Wolf19]

Ama could feel the hesitation, the confusion and even shock. But she was expecting those. Her mind was telling her to stop, to pull away and appologize. But not yet. She wasn't resisting, she was just unsure.

So her lips didn't leave Ana's, kissing a bit harder as if to prompt a response. And it seemed to.

Ana became more willing, less reserved and seemed to surrender herself to what she was feeling. And the confusion seemed to be dwindling, replaced with a thrill almost, maybe an excitement. But whatever it was it was making her heart pound, making the blood rush to her face.

Ama broke the kiss only slightly, her lips still brushing Ana's as she spoke. "Do you want me to stop...?" They moved to the corners of her lips brushing softly. "I will if you want me to..." 

[Sev]

Her hands came up to Ama's shoulders as she tried to return the kiss, falling under her friend's spell as she kissed her harder. This was really shaping up to be on strange night, but she could hardly find herself complaining right now. And maybe all of the bad stuff that had happened could have been avoided if she had known Ama had felt like this before...At least, she assumed that Ama liked her. She didn't want to think this was just happening for fun, that Ama was just acting on a random whim...

Ana was panting when the kiss ended, her eyes opening to just stare up at her friend. That was all she did for a moment, her mind battling itself to answer her. They shouldn't be doing this, it could ruin their friendship...But at the same time Ana didn't want to do anything else but this...

"No...No stopping, just..." She blushed, looking away from her friend for a moment, "That...was just my first kiss...You surprised me..."

Smiling a bit she picked her head up enough to kiss Ama again, this time with just a bit more confidence behind it.

[Silver Wolf19]

"Good... Because I don't want to..." Ama whispered lightly, her lips moving back to Ana's as the girl started to kiss her again.

Her first kiss? Really? Well damn... She wasn't too happy about that... But still... If she's never kissed anyone before, maybe she wouldn't mind not kissing anyone else for a while... That would be nice

It was a while before she stopped kissing Ana, not wanting to move away from her. "So... You've never been with a guy before?" She asked as she moved to prop herself up on her elbow, looking down at Ana. "Or a girl?" She moved her fingers down to brush through the chocolate locks. "You mean I'm gonna have to show you how to have some fun?" She moved closer, leaning her forehead to the hot skin of Ana's.

"Not now of course... But sometime maybe...." She grinned.

[Sev]

Ana grinned a bit when Ama said she really hadn't been planning on stopping. She was sure that her friend was just saying that, as she had never pegged her as the time to do something to someone against their will, but it had been a nice think to ask about all the same. Her hands slipped up from Ama's shoulder's to around her neck, pulling Ama down a bit to deepen the kiss. The confusion and nerves about this were almost completely gone, replaced with that strong, so-far nameless feeling she had for Ama.

For a genius, she really was naive, not realizing how hard she was falling for Ama...

When the kiss ended, Ana sighed a bit in disappointment, but she didn't pursue Ama's lips as the colder girl propped herself up above her. When she started asking about her having ever being with a guy or girl, though...He face was quickly crimson again, and she looked away from Ama, hoping to hide her obvious embarrassment.

"N-No...I...I've never been...This close to anyone, before..."

Ama might be surprised just how true it was when she asked if she would have to show her how to have "fun." Remember it being said that her mother had wanted her to avoid a life like her own at any cost? Well, that came out in some rather sharp upbringing...She had never even played with herself before. No hidden toys, so secret fetishes, nothing...

[Silver Wolf19]

"Well... Don't worry... It's not hard and well... I won't do anything you don't want me to do..." She smiled gently.

"But trust me... You're actually better off not having been with anyone in a lot of ways. Especially if your first had been a guy." Of course she'd been with men too, but her first several times had been by no means pleasant. Nightmarish actually. Women were just less selfish and more gentle.

"Go to bed though... You do need sleep. I'll leave if you want me to." Actually it would probably be best if she left anyway. She just didn't want to... And well that meant that she wouldn't unless Ana told her to. But she knew that was unlikely, so she knew she was going to be staying. She took Ana's hand, the injured one, and kissed it softly, tasting the blood that was nearly dry. "And you might want to tell me to, or I'm gonna keep you up all night." She smirked up at Ana, her lips still on the girls palm.

[Sev]

Ana just nodded, smiling a bit when Ama just said again that she wouldn't do anything she didn't want her too. So, did this mean they were going to...? She squirmed a bit uncomfortably under Ama, looking away from her. Was this really a good idea? Kissing she was fine with, but, doing that so soon...Now was probably a good idea to speak up and tell her now would be a good time to stop...But she would take her at her word that it was good she had never been with a man, just nodding a bit meekly again.

When Ama said she should leave though, or else she'd never get some sleep, Ana frowned a bit. She really didn't want to have Ama leave...This felt nice, she didn't want to make Ama leave. Though, she was stuck in silence, just watching as she kissed her injured hand...

"I...I though you...didn't like blood?"

Shaking her head a bit then, as it really wasn't important, she just reached up with her good hand, gently pulling down on Ama so she would hopefully lay down beside her.

"Please, stay..."

[Silver Wolf19]

Ama could feel the hesitation and worry in the girl at once and shook her head. "Don't worry Ana. When I say anything I mean anything. If you don't want me to even look at you I won't. If you don't want anything like that between us, I won't bother you about it... It wouldn't be what I want of course, but I don't want you to be uncomfortable." She said, her face reflecting the truth in her words.

Ama stopped as Ana talked about her not liking blood, wincing slightly.

"It's... Complicated..." She whispered. "You... You just caught me off guard last time." She said quickly. "I can control it if I need to..." And that was sort of the truth anyway. She could control it. But she loved blood, especially Ana's. The stale taste threw it off a bit, but to imagine it fresh...

Ama put her hand down as she noticed her lips moving to Ana's wrist, her pulse obvious to the vampire beneath the thin skin....

"I won't leave then... Try to go to sleep though..." She kissed Ana's forehead. "It's been a weird night."

[Sev]

Ana smiled a bit when Ama cleared up her doubts on the matter. But things didn't have to go to the point that Ama wouldn't be allowed to look at her. Though, hearing her friend would be disappointed if she decided not to have this between them, well...That took another worry off her shoulders. Ama did want this then, and it wasn't just for some random fling if she wanted it and yet would still respect her wishes. This...This was something that she wanted, she was sure of it. She just never would have thought this would happen when she put out that add for a roommate.

"I...I want this...Just not now, too soon..."

Her smile faded a bit in confusion at what Ama said about the blood. So, she didn't like blood, yet she could control it well enough to be able to kiss over bandages that had blood on them? It didn't make a lot of sense to the girl, but her mind didn't stay focused on the matter long, as Ama kissed her forehead and told her to try and get some sleep.

"Hehe...Okay. I...I think I like though though..."

She tugged back on her blankets, pulling them up now to cover both her and Ama. After all, still feeling the chill her friend had to her skin, she needed the warmth. Getting comfortable then, she stole one last kiss from Ama's lips before settling in to get some sleep.

[Silver Wolf19]

"I understand... It is a bit strange... And... Well, rather sudden..." But that was the blood's fault. If... If Ana hadn't cut herself, she'd be fine right now, this wouldn't be happening. Ama would still be reading her book, Ana would probably be asleep, not knowing anything interesting.

Ama chuckled and moved out from under the blankets, laying on top but still curling close to her. "It's too warm. I like the cooler air." She said simply, laying her head on the pillow next to Ana's

"Go to sleep... You have to work tomorrow right? I've got a class early, so I need to sleep too. Even though it'll still be dark when I go." She sighed. But that was what she'd been counting for. Seven in the morning was still dark, sunrise didn't usually happen until about eight thirty it seemed, so she even had time to get back without worrying.

But it was kinda funny... She didn't need sleep, so that much was a lie. But that was okay... She didn't want to scare Ana away already. After all, there were two possible reactions that Ana would have when she found out. Either she would believe Ama, or she wouldn't. If she did, the least likely, Ana would run screaming all the way back to Greece. If she didn't, far more likely, she would at least recommend that Ama get help or even go as far as moving out or even trying to commit Ama herself.

None of that needed to happen though. If she kept quiet, kept careful...

"Go to sleep darling..." She murmured, kissing Ana's forehead again.

[Sev]

It was a good thing that Ana didn't know, at least for now, why her friend was suddenly so interested in her. It actually felt really nice thinking that Ama liked her, and really wanted to be close to her for feelings, not for the red stuff in her veins...And this was all assuming she responded positively to the fact that her roommate was a blood-sucking, immortal creature of the night.

When Ama moved out from under the blankets though, the Greek girl frowned, looking back at her friend. Too warm? But...she was cold to the touch...How could she be too warm? But her friend didn't seem worried about it, and right now, Ana just didn't feel like letting her bad habit of over-thinking things cause any trouble. Instead, she simply smiled as Ama stayed closed, and mentioned work tomorrow...

"No...I have the weekend off. I was hoping we might be able to spend some time together..."

And yes, that was a hope she had before this sudden hook-up. But she just nodded and yawned a bit when Ama kissed her forehead and told her to get some sleep...They could talk later anyway.

Cuddling against Ama, she was soon asleep...